I think overall I find my own writing embarrassing. Quality not withstanding, the content is something I'm not really comfortable with. I suppose its ridiculous for me to feel this way about it. But I do. Its not as if anyone's ever made fun of me, at least, not to my face. I think to a certain degree my writing is the only place I feel comfortable enough to express how I feel about a lot of things. I think I've got to find other healthy ways to express myself (like talking). Not that I should or plan to stop writing but I think I need more release valves.